May 31, 2008
2. at least 15 people in this world love you, in some way.
3. the only reason why anyone would hate you, is because they want to be just like you.
4. a smile from you, can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. everynight, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. you mean the world to someone.
7. without you, someone may not be living.
8. you are special and unique, in your own way.
9. someone that you don't know even exists, loves you.
10. when you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. when you think the world has turn its back on you, take a look, you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. when you think that you have no chance at getting what you want, you probably won't get it. but if you believe in yourself, you'd probably get it sooner or later.
13. always remember compliments that you have received, forget the rude remarks.
14. always tell someone how you feel, then they'll know.
15. if you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they're great.
(courtesy of wap.dream3r.com)
May 30, 2008
Some random pic. If you’re good in analyzing and stuff, u’ll know immediately that I was faking a smile. Yesh that smile is mine. (wtf...) haha
For those who are interested in ear piercing, here’s a general picture of an ear and the names of each respective piercing. Interesting huh? Did you notice that there is actually no type of piercing which goes straight through
I saw people who did some piercing there. It might not be an actual standard one but I think it looks nice. So maybe, hopefully, I’ll be able to experience it someday. I don’t think I’m gonna do it in
This is for the girls. Have u gals tried the bodyshop’s nail polish? I mean the one which people usually use for French manicure. I’d really recommend u that one coz it worked really well. Its not THAT expensive either. 10 bucks should cover it.
Kinda looked like this once u used it. I’m truly sorry if u puked when u c this pic.. =P
I guess that’s about it. Is my post more uni-sex this time? u tell me =D
May 29, 2008
do u ever feel like someone's copying ur style or anything? that would really creep me out. u know, like that person wanna be like u or perhaps he/she just wanna feel included in your oh-so-socialized life. oh its nothing. i was just thinking out loud =P
i went to this aerobic class in lumut near makrojaya called 'nem fitness something something' just now. its not bad, but im not that gud in latin aerobics, the type which u wud have to shake ur bootie and rotate it. too much detail? haha.. xD
oyeah, thanx vancetan(tan zh) 4 da blog voting thingy. i really have no idea until shala visited ur blog and i saw this geek with big hermione hair wearing a spec staring back at me.(I meant me, not u =D) haha.. really surprised me.. thanx thanx.. =)
May 28, 2008
May 27, 2008
u know, they said there are 'things' in the gals' toilet on the first floor. i wonder if its true. people told me they heard noises there. oh yeah, and also the toilet on the 2nd floor. so far, i didnt have those kinda encounter yet. and i hope it will stay that way for the next two years. =/
i dont have any plans for the holidays except to go watch indiana jones. and do some window shopping. cant afford to shop haha.. my hands are starting to get itcy. it always try to grap hold of my wallet whenever i saw these cute stuffs that i would sacrifice my earrings for. YES its a BIG DEAL!! xD i cant live without my earrings. i just cant. haha lame. xP anyway.. im hungry for some shopping again. as usual.
btw, happie bday to my dear friend, nurun. =D
May 25, 2008
My mum made some sushi today and it is way neater than the one shala did. yeap, sorry but its true xD
oh there r so many movies that i wanna watch. narnia, indiana jones, ironman, kungfu panda and lots more!! T.T i guess i'll have to wait.. sigh
oyeah, theres a new bball match next month at kg.baru but this time its for under 18 and the teams are based on the schools. i think. xD
May 23, 2008
1. What would you find yourself doing at 4pm?
2. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
: Taiwan!!! xD
3. What's your favorite thing to do?
: Shopping... i drool when i shop. haha =D
4.Do you think money can buy happiness?
: To an extent, yeah.
5. If you can have one dream to come true, what would it be?
: wow.. this is damn easy. i wan him to be able to 'see' me.
6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
: hell no
7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
: my hair...T.T
8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
: buy a car first, donate some to sichuan, china, and shop till i drop. oyeah, n save some too lol
9. What is the most recent embarrassing thing you have done?
: cant remember, luckily haha
10. What are the things you're passionate about?
11. What makes you happy?
: money and some of my friends. they're hilarious! =D
12. What type of person do you hate the most?
: Bitches, i think i'm allergic to them xD haha
13. What is your ambition?
: a successful er... person? no idea =P
14. If you could have a superpower what would it be?
: Psychic, u know, reading ppl's mind and move things around. that'd be cool
15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
: family, friends
16. If you were a car/bike what would it be?
: i wanna be a jaguar. sleek and stong. wohoo
17. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
: LAZINESS. dammit.
18. What music have you been listening to recently?
: Qing ai de
19. Lefty or righty?
: Lefty. yup.
20. Who's your crush currently?
: sigh... you wont know him even if i did tell
we have this math test and i was totally unprepared. have too much things to do, no time to study for that bah. (i went to kb and watched anime =P) hopefully i didn't fail heheh.. no GP and B.stu class on sat! yay! okay, i really have to stop saying yay -.-''
ohyeah. allowance is finally out. although its only for march. dang... they're slow in these stuffs. i wonder why. even mkjb and ubd aint this slow. and its just 45, not 300. anyway, it doesnt matter.
May 22, 2008
i'm also starting to deteriorate in maths class. i think i didn do more than half of the h/w she gave us. i just started doing it at 11.30pm just now. coz im too busy watching this really nice anime. waarrghh!! im nuts. and i even went shopping at kb just now during the afternoon. T.T kinda regret it now... xD
i hate exams! hmpph!
May 20, 2008
me and my friends did a presentation in GP class just now. i think it was better than the last presentation i did. wasn't that nervous anymore. some of my friends, as usual, are pros. XD *clap clap* oyeah, i dont have any eco class tomorrow.. yay! and no GP class dis sat.. yay again! =D but the mid-year xam's next week. T.T
wanna say thanx to fatin, syahida and ajim for the gifts. hee.. xD btw, i cant believe i actually fell asleep in math class. more that 5 times. haha each time is no more than a minute. one second, i was listening to what the teacher is saying and the next i'm dreaming about these random stuffs. damn.. so hard to stay awake. above all, i sat in right in front of the teacher. T.T I really need to sleep earlier before the dark circles start to visit me. =P
at first, im not really interested in the scholarship. coz its realy far at bandar and inconvenient. but then my friend told me that after studying for 2 years for the alevels at JIS, the government will sent the students to UK for 3 years. yeap, UK!! wow.. the first thing that popped into my mind is 'oh god! i can finally cure my pimples!! UK's damn cold! wow...' but of course, i couldn just go there to 'cure' my pimples. sigh, so i decided not to take the scholarship. haha..
another reason is because if i was chosen, i'd end up being a teacher- one of the stuff that was and will never be seen in my 'goals-in-life' list. okay, now i'm cursing myself. touch wood. =D FYI, if u take the scholarship, u'd have to sign a 5year contract with the government to become a teacher and nothing else. waargggh... that scholarship is a trap. and above all, i'm not exactly the type who is good in my studies. i just did fairly well. average only.. xD hehee
i sure hope i wont regret making this decision later on. coz my friends kept urging me to apply. if i dont end up as a tcher, i would have applied when i was 3. =P hmm.. life is a complex equation that one could never solve.
May 18, 2008
as usual, i didn have a party but i invited some of my cousin n gud gud friend, kaeli. hmm.. i noticed that her name shows up in my post regularly =P im going shopping with her 2muro, using the angpau money i got frm my mum n dad's friends hehe.. oh dont worry, im saving about 70% of the money. hehee xD i have lotsa pics to post but i'll just post it 2muro. very tired right now..
i received a few 'xtraordinary' gifts from my mum. im not gonna complain though. yea thanx mum. XD lotsa ppl greet me in school today! im so happy they remembers it. eventhough sme save the date in their hp, still.. hehee they are: hui yi, nyet chee, min hui, ain, zaffy, lely, syafiqah, amelia, hannah, ying ying, xiao ching, lydia, farah, lisa, sandy. thanxx..=)
i have 3 wishes which i prayed would come true. god give me strength. =P
(Shen ri quai le, wo dui zi ji shuo~.. XP)
May 16, 2008
we went to the mall and i bought some stuffs but i didn get to go ego, iora and bingo.. especially bingo!! T.T shala said i could choose to buy either pyjamas or clothes and she would pay for it. i bought the pyjamas =D oyeah and i saw these heels in jaya...>.< aaaargggh stupid allowance isn't out yet. damn..
i have things to say but i guess i'll just say it tomorrow. hee.. i noticed i experienced a lot of mixed emotions today. wierd. =/
May 15, 2008
my birthday's coming up. hehee^^ kaeli gave me some faceshop masks. thanxx gurl, i needed that. =D its been a while since i last pamper myself hee..
there's a rumour bout this radiation thingy stricking tonight at 11pm.. i dont know if its real but they said that 4 ppl have passed away bcoz of it. i mean it happened b4. i'm gonna switch off my hp soon. better safe than sorry right? XD
I WANA GO SHOPPING!! T.T
May 14, 2008
exam's really near now. havent studied though =P sigh.. maybe tomorrow. i think im going to watch ironman this friday. maybe. hopefully.
i cut my own hair a few days ago a lil too short =D haha its so nerdy. just the front hair though. cant stand it wa, im so sick of my hair. wanna bleach it all blond actualy but it'd look really ugly once the black roots start to show. that's a BIG no no. =X but who cares right? hahah
May 12, 2008
i actually wanna watch ironman 2moro at the mall but maths class is gonna be extended till 3pm. WARNING: i'll be real moody tomorrow. ps don't come near me unless u want a slap =D
i mentioned something about saving money last month and i think i wana spend it on shopping. hahaa.. either shopping or tattooing but.. but... sigh.. its so hard to decide! XD i wanted a lil' bit of everything haha =) i guess i'll just continue saving till i come up with a good solution. muahahaha XD
May 11, 2008
anyway, me, kaeli and the twins are supposed to get together today at seria coz they plan to go to the arcade- again and also do some piercings. but it was cancelled. so i went with sharon and did the piercing alone =/ sigh. it was then that i realised it doesnt really hurt. oh btw, da piercing that i said the last time, anti-tragus, i had it mistaken. supposed to be called rouk. hehee=3 maybe some other day..
i didnt know piercing the other parts of the body could be so expensive. my friend, eky, told me that in m'sia, belly button piercing could be as expensive as B$100+. its usually done in a tattoo shop. i tink its dat xpensive coz they really follow the standard procedure. did u know that the gun used for piercing the ear shouldn't be used anywhere else except for the ear lobe? not even on the cartilage, the top part of ur ear with the soft bones. but here in brunei, they used it for everwhere. i remembered going to a saloon and piercing the lower part of my lips and they used the gun for dat. i had to take it off coz the 'earring' was really uncomfortable. dammit.
I have tons of homework waiting for me. but i really dont feel like doing it. sigh..
oyeah, i saw one of my friends yesterday and she had her tattoo modified. it looked much better now than it was then. she went to this tattoo place in parkson and did it for rm200. i have the pic but i dont think i could post it here. its not lyk the tattoo belonged to me. T.T anyways, the tattoo artist used 9 needles to do it at a time but she said it doesn't hurt at all. =D steady, huh? hee..
May 9, 2008
this morning, sharon woke me up at 5a.m. as usual, and asked me to quickly get ready for school, on a friday. -.-'' i looked at her sternly and asked her wat day is it today and went right back to sleep without waiting for her to answer. im so annoyed at her man.. -.- and thats not the first time it has happened. gosh.. feel like strangling her =P
me and sharon sang some karaoke starting frm 8pm to arnd 10pm non-stop. i think i've lost my voice T.T but its fun though. i enjoy singing =D esp chinese songs but i dont know how to read them =(
i wonder why our butts dont go flat once we sat on a chair for the whole day. so random. haha XP
May 8, 2008
yay.. tomorrow no school. so fed up already, everyday study the same subject. =/ the class that i recently dread the most is eco, coz i know there's a chance the teacher is giving back our testpaper and thats the last thing i want. T.T so hard eh the subject.
i wanted to get 1 more piercing on my ear.. zaffy called it the 'anti-tragus' piercing. but i couldn't find the word 'tragus' in my dictionary. makes me wonder how it really spells. hopefully i'll get one this sunday at seria. but i'm afraid that they'll do it wrongly. i need an expert =P lols
May 7, 2008
for those of u who planned to watch narnia2 at the mall, please don't! hee..=3 coz disney channel is gonna air it on this sunday. hopefully i won't forget this very important matter. *cough cough*
i ate chicken rice today. my dad tapau it from wywy. my mood automatically lifted when i smelled the aroma of this heavenly 'chicken rice'. hehee cant help it. i was starving then. =D thanx, dad. that $4 chicken rice meant a lot to me that u would ever realise. muahahaha XD
May 6, 2008
i realised our GP teacher is very rude sometimes. and he has NO sense of humour. its no wonder why many of his students escape frequently. i was shown a class photo which has me in it by a fellow classmate, shukri. i have no idea we were classmates before though..=P that photo was taken in the year 1996. i was 5. hopefully no one noticed my socks in the photo!! (i repeat, p.s. dont look at my socks! T.T) embarassing.. hahaha
math class is uh.. how do i put this. extra irritating. it starts from 12.45pm to 3pm. above all she gave us so many homework i actually felt like vomiting right there and then. luckily i didnt. =/
sorry bout the bad things i say today about ppl. feeling kinda moody right now.
i still have an eco test which i havent studied yet. sigh..
May 5, 2008
nothing fun happened at school today. no maths class. i noticed that sometyms, its reli fun to angan-angan. hehee XD u know, just staring at a spot without thinking anything at all.. its so much fun. when ure damn bored. anyway, i just heard from my friend that a friend of mine, syahida took 10 days of leave coz she's going to canada. her bro just graduated. congrats congrats!^^ well, she's stopping by at korea... waww.. she's one lucky gurl. but since 'no meal comes for free', i guess she have to catch up on a lot of stuffs by the time she came back. ganbatteh! =D
lets continue on my story... hm.. after school i went to seria soon lee to tapau fish n chips at ayamku. my dad didn give me money for that so i had to pay for it myself T.T then i saw my former malay teacher, cikgu late. he used to teach me malay WAY back in form1. he still remembers me though, which is why he approached me. this is kinda how it goes:
me: ah cikgu! hai... (awkward pause)
cikgu: bah, canatah blajar arah smsa? payah kh?
me: oh, boleh tahan la cikgu. payah jualah (heavy chinese accent -.-'')
cikgu: apa sja subjek yg kmu ambil?
me: ah.. aku ambil math, b.stu sama eco. eco paling payah punya.
cikgu: buleh lh kmu. kaka mu dimana? arah ubd udah?
me: ah ya.. wa.. cikgu masih ingat lagi oo..
its kinda embarrasing actually coz eventhough i've studied for 5yrs in a govt.skul, i never spoke malay unless during oral n stuffs. so when i spoke wit my teacher, im SO conscious about every twist and turn of my broken malay language. plus the freaky chinese accent. T.T waarggh!!
May 4, 2008
I woke up this morning and went to sharon's room. Then she showed me this DVD that she bought which i wanted to buy for a LONG LONG time. "Little bride". a korean movie. i know i've watched that movie before but still..its just so funny!^^ i got jealous and start to complain that she'd buy that dvd just to make me jealous. (yeap, she sometimes bought stuffs that she knew i liked just to show me that she can afford it and i couldn't.) T.T Then she told me that she bought it for me. *Gasps* Awwww sis, u shouldn't =). Thanx.. hehee
Kaeli invited me to atfrenz cafe today but i have tons of homework which i havent completed yet so i couldnt go. i've finished it now, and i'm at atfrenz cafe with my sis and her 'friend' ehem ehem. lols. but kaeli went back home already. sigh.. she invited me to go watch bball with her at seria too. but i'm not sure if i'm going.yet.
May 3, 2008
i didnt have any eco class today! lucky me^^ but i went to this talk at the hall about scholarships. i'm not interested in scholarships. i don't wanna b far away from home. anyways GP class in the afternoon was uneventful. more than half the class escaped though =P i've never escaped a class before, coz i don't wanna miss class unless the school had any functions. which is why i pray everyday that there would b a function in school. muahahaha XP
after school, i went to excapade with sharon. hehee (i know u hate me, fatin. lols) i even saw my childhood friend, dahiyah. =) she's working part-time at excapade while waiting for results from MTSSR. best of luck!^^
its so boring staying at home on a saturday night. i was actually planning to go watch some movie with my old time buddy, kiong. but he wasn't familiar with the bandar roads and OGDC's movie is really outdated. above all, it about romance. and kiong's the type who sleeps if the movie's really boring. (he fell asleep while watching enchanted when the movie started less than 30mins ago -.-'') i dont wanna hear him snore so i cancelled it. XD bored bored.. =(
May 2, 2008
i'm not sure myself whether they exist or not but i do think that i've encounter those wierd wierd stuff. it was many years ago but i remember it very clearly. coz its not something that u forget. period.
it happened in the year 2000. i was studying in st.margarets dat tym. primary4. we were having our karate tournament in the mumong complex. (yeah, ive taken karate b4 but i suck at it.=P) anyways, it wasn't our turn yet so me and my friends decided to explore the area. they all went to the backstage and somehow, me and my other friend were left behind. so we walked around the area, u know, the corridor where there r many rooms to the left n right. the place where there are the squash, pingpong n other rooms.
it was kinda dark that time coz no one was playing. all the rooms were locked with these heavy chains. wierd thing was, when we passed one of the rooms, we heard one of our friends' laughter. no, correction. a few of our friends' laughter could be heard. and its coming from one of the rooms with these heavy chains. i even remembered the colour of the door. it was red. above the door were glass windows and i looked up. i was confused coz im sure that no one's inside. above all, the room inside was dark.
me and my friend thought that they were playing wit us so we called out to them. i even walked towards the door and pushed, trying to yank it open. then the laughters stopped. i tried again but obviously, it wouldn't budge. it was then that i realised something was wrong. i looked at my friend and we made eye contact. no words were said, we both dashed out of there as fast as our short legs could carry us. we reached the far end of the corridor and went to the backstage to find all our friends there. and we asked them whether they were playing a trick on us. their puzzled faces told me that they had no idea what happened. after that, i never dared to walk into that area again.
i guess that's about it. does that count? XP i didn really saw anything, just heard. man its freaky enough for me! the most scary part is that that corridor was really deserted eventhough it was in the afternoon and its really dark. *chills*