Do bless me.

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I’m so disappointed that I wasn’t chosen to go to Bandar today. I mean, I really wanna go coz I’m interested in the memorial talk. Plus, I only have 1 class today: Maths (Duh!) It’s the perfect opportunity. I have definitely lost my faith on a teacher today.

I noticed that it’s very easy for me to express negatively towards anything. Give me something, anything and I could say everything that is wrong with it. And everything that’s ugly about it. I think I need to be a lil’ more optimistic. But everything around me seems so discouraging it’s hard to think of anything positive to think about. It’s no wonder why people love chocolate so much. =] It sure does cheer people up, even if the effect is minimal.

I have recently met a girl and she’s very positive about things it bothered me. How can a person be so certain about how things will work out in the end? I feel like I wanna shake her awake. But perhaps I am the one who needs the shaking. -_-

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Recently, I’ve read about the bull sign, Taurus. As it turns out, Taurus is a negative female sign. This kinda surprise me as the bull has always struck me as a masculine sign. So anyway, yeah.

Freakin' hate debating. shit.

It’s been a while since I last write anything bout my daily happenings. I think that’s because nothing interesting ever happened.

So anyway, I can’t believe that I’m still in the debating ‘club’. I have no idea what I’m doing there. I did write a letter from my ‘dad’ to the principle expressing his concern towards my studies. Or rather, my concern towards my studies. But my grammar’s so broken I don’t think it’ll work. I know that Ezzati had sent hers… T.T I wanna send mine too but frankly, I’m afraid that he’ll torture me in GP class. =.=”

Nowadays, I keep tuning in and out in Eco and Maths class. Especially when the tutor started explaining about something (dunno what), I’d tune out automatically, thinking bout what time I’m going home, whether I have any homework or will I ever survive the class without falling asleep.

I wonder if anyone noticed that Ms.Tor (Maths tutor) sometimes like to stand beside my desk, resting her fingers on it while chitchatting away about her younger days or her vacation to God knows where. That will be the time when you’d see me reading my notes. Or to be more precise, snoozing away. Can’t help it. Her voice like lullaby bah. -_-“

There’s this one time when she’s explaining something bout planes and skew thingy, I was looking at her. The only thing is that my eyes are closed and I was dreaming. Haha I was taken by surprise actually, coz I know I’m in class but why the hell would I be somewhere else the next second. Rupanya… travel to dream world already. -_-“ Luckily she didn’t notice.. If no, die la die la … hahah xP

Conch piercing

The one inside the ear is a conch piercing. XD

Guess what? I finally did the Conch piercing I’ve always wanted! xDDD I’m so happie right now.. haha… I did it myself though and I can’t say that it didn’t hurt coz I have to Pierce thrice before I got it right.

I’ve been thinking bout getting it done by myself as I’ve went to three places before this and was told that that kinda piercing isn’t available coz the piercing gun couldn’t reach the spot. I tried Alice Michael Fashion in KB, a saloon and a jewelry store in Seria. Yeah, lame.

So I did some research on it and found out that many did their own ear-piercings. The helix, anti-tragus, tragus, conch… you name it, they’ve got it! Nice, huh? xD So, I prepared my own equipments and sterilize them myself.

First, I got myself the biggest safety pin I could find. Plus there’s also the piercing earrings I used before from my old piercings. Then I just boil them for a while. After that my hands are washed and cleaned with Isopropyl alcohol, along with the safety pin and the earrings. Ears were cleaned too to prevent infection.

After that I used ice cubes to numb my cartilage. Then I soak my hands with the alcohol to clean it again and then I used the safety pin and push it through my cartilage. Pop. It made this really weird sound like when you poke a chicken’s cartilage with a needle. A crunching sound. Its kinda freaky. And its so weird to see a safety pin in your ear. xD

Then I pulled the pin out and replaced it with the earring. I noticed that its really hard to get it in but I pushed anyway. Pop and Crunch. Hm… strange. The earring was too short it didn’t pass through all the way. So I pulled it out again and I saw two red spots in my ear. Shit.

I pierced my ears twice at two different points. Dammit. I didn’t even know I aimed wrongly when I tried to replace my earring. Which means that I did another hole the second time. This is really starting to hurt.

So I numb my ear with the ice cubes again. This time, I skipped the safety-pin process and went straight to the ear-piercing. Another Pop and Crunch. The earring when straight through this time. I used an alcohol-soaked cotton behind my ear to clean the blood and stuff.

All this took no longer than half an hour. I feel kinda nauseous after that from all the adrenaline rush. Soft piano melodies were being played in the background and I lay down for a few seconds. After that I used the stub and viola, a conch piercing is created! =D

Plastic surgery (part ii)

Okay, here I am, posting about plastic surgery again. I noticed that there are some people from other countries visiting this blog due to the last post i did last year. So, here’s part two. Haha… I don’t really mind coz I enjoy looking at how much a person’s look can change after going under the knife.

I’m not against plastic surgery and I just wanna to make that clear now. For me, it’s like, “Go ahead if you could afford it”. It’s no biggie really. It’s true though, would you rather have naturally pretty girls who can’t act nor sing or those who are really talented who wishes to perform so much that even the idea of having plastic surgery couldn’t stop them?

Plus, since they’ve gone under the knife, the world would at least have a few additions of pretty girls to look at. Believe me, it’s a win-win situation. Anyhoos, everyone seems to be doing it nowadays, especially Korean artists. In fact, I think there might be more artists who have undergone plastic surgery compared to those who haven’t. So, here’s the pics:

(Ps let me remind you that all these images posted below are obtained purely from images.google.com. They are not mine.)

YoonA... cute! =D

Sunny from Girl's Generation!! Shocking!!

This is heoyon from Girl's generation!! xD

Freaky, huh? xDD

This gal's pretty both before and after!

That's it for now...... time to get back to my homework. -_-"

Year outlook for horse and goat =P

I’m at it again. Oh and by the way, I wonder if you guys are interested in horoscope. I know that it’s kinda late for me to post this but hey, from what I heard, Chinese horoscope’s only effective starting tomorrow. I’ll just post the one for horse and goat coz I know many of my friends are from those two years. Well, here’s some for this year’s outlook from: http://shine.yahoo.com/page/2009-chinese-horoscope/

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Horse Overview

The Horse may have a challenging year ahead. You may become frustrated with the lack of progress in your career, but you will have to be patient to see the results of your hard work. Beware of your energy levels, as you tend to swing in accordance to your success. You will have to work hard to steer yourself out of ruts with healthy activities and other projects that keep you active. Take comfort in your loved ones and friends who will provide support for you in times of need. Be open to try new things and heed the advice of others in the year of the Ox.

Horse Rating

32% (4 neutral and 8 unfavorable months)

Horse Career

The Horse may not see the success that you have become accustomed in the year of the Ox. You may have to revise your usual tactics and maintain steady discipline to see small gains. Don't allow the lack of results to steer you away from your efforts, as they may not be apparent until next year. It would be wise to gain the confidence of your co-workers, as they may provide a useful means to furthering your pursuits.

Horse Relationships

It would be wise to take caution in your relations. In order for the Horse to have success with personal relations in the year of the Ox, pay attention to the needs of those around you and listen. Hesitate before expressing what is on your mind to spare the feelings of others. At times, you may be so preoccupied with your own activities that you forget the needs of those around you. Step outside of your own world to take care of the ones you love. The single

Horse may have trouble this year finding a meaningful, long lasting relationship.

Horse Health

Hard work doesn't come without a price. Your health may suffer due to stress. You may experience periods of low energy, which may leave your immune system vulnerable. You may find that you need more sleep to maintain a functioning level of vitality. It wouldn't hurt to implement a routine of daily exercise, possibly jogging, to allow your endorphin level to keep you running with a high level of energy.

Horse Wealth

One positive area this year may be with your finances, as long as you spend wisely. Don't succumb to lavish spending or any extravagant whims. Plan your spending throughout this year and you will be able to amass a sum that is suitable for making some improvements in your life in the future. With care, you will do well in your financial matters.

Goat Overview

This may not be as favorable as a year that you desire. Coming off the year of the Rat, you may be seeking relief from the difficult year. Don't let up now. The Goat is artistic in nature and you may have difficulties finding a way to express your creative passions. It will take an extra effort to rely on the help of others to make it through these times, but if you keep a steady focus on your goals and display painstaking efforts, you will be pleased to see the fruits of your labor arrive next year. Don't fret, as you may learn a lot about yourself in the process. You may learn that you are more versatile, as well as resourceful, than you ever imagined.

Goat Rating

32% (5 neutral and 7 unfavorable months)

Goat Career

Career prospects are fair this year for the Goat. It is wise to take a conservative approach to your work this year. Stay focused on what you are accomplishing, the end result. Projects and goals may not mature until the early part of next year and this could create a sense of frustration and pessimism if you allow it. Break your year down to short term goals and focusing on accomplishing them. This will detract from the patience it will take from your long term situation. Have faith in your skills and don't let anyone deter you from your path.

Goat Relationships

The Goat may find solace in your family relations this year, as they will offer you the support you need to see through challenging situations. You may also see a lot of new faces in your life, as you are prone to meet new people this year. Relationships fare well for you, but you may have to be a little more outgoing than you are used to being, in order to see your relationship progress to a higher level. The single Goat may be blessed to have several suitors this year.

Goat Health

If you don't make some changes in your routine, you may experience health issues this year. Watch what you eat, as this will go a long way towards living a healthier life. Be patient, as you may experience an illness in the winter months that zaps your energy for a longer period of time than you desire. Make sure that you get plenty of rest to counter these possibilities.

Goat Wealth

Finances could be an issue this year. You may find that even with your conservative efforts, you are coming up short on your budget. If you manage your spending and plan your finances, you will make it through the year. You may have to wait until next year to see the fruits of your labor, as it promises to be more profitable than this year.

Actually, I wanna post about plastic surgery… again. Haha… I just thought that it might be interesting to watch the before and after image. =P Guess I’ll do it another time